Well today was the day Chris had to go back to England. We’ve been spending all day every day together since May ‘11. I know I’m lucky I got to see him for that long but I don’t know what to do now. Ive spent every second with him and now hes just gone again. *poof* how am I supposed to be okay when he’s 3,420 miles away from me? Chris is my other half, my best friend, and my soulmate. Finding him on chatroulette was the luckiest day of my life. I’m just really upset and lonely and I don’t have anyone I can talk to so I just have to sit in my room and cry because I miss him so much it physically hurts. I’m sorry none of you care but since I have no one to talk to, I thought i’d just do this. Then I feel like I’m telling someone even when I’m not. Idk. I just miss him more than anything. I don’t know what to do.
